Sunday, September 25, 2011
Friday, September 16, 2011
Look What I Found
Today while talking to my love and friend, Touseef, he reminded me of an old blog he started for me.
I thought it was so sweet that he made this on his own doing:
http://edie-is-back.blogspot.com
He has always been supportive of my journey since day 1. We both found ourselves across the world thinking we were reincarnated. He had told family that he believed he was Quaid Azaim, a political leader of Pakistan who was responsible For many changes in Pakistan.
And so we were able to talk about our previous lives. It was more support and encouragement than anyone could ever show. There were no sideways looks of doubt, pure listening.
He didn't touch on the blog after this as we are all busy, but he always told me similar to what he said in the post, he watched firsthand as I would predict power failure times in his country and see things in his room he didn't even realize and this happened on a near daily basis.
Gratitude,
Mariah E./Edie S.
OSHO
"There are only two types of people: one, who escape from their loneliness the majority, the ninety-nine point nine percent, who escape from themselves; and the remaining point one percent is the meditator, who says, "If loneliness is a truth, then it is a truth; then there is no point in running away from it. It is better to go into it, encounter it, see it face to face, what it is. "Meditation means going into your loneliness wholeheartedly, to discover it, to investigate into it, to inquire into it. That's what meditation is all about"
-OSHO
Photo: Visionary Artist Luke Brown
Dear Friends,
I Spoke to a wonderful person today and he encouraged me. I am back, realizing how much I have missed posting here.
I had a really long day. Woke up early my mom came and we made a big pot of soup. I only slept an hour maybe, so in the afternoon I took a nap. Touseef and I have been having problems. After talking to this person below I feel the urge to call him up all lies, and deception from him aside.
God has an order to all orchestrations. Sometimes a human soul can be so sweet that it almost makes you sick how much we are made and imbued with Love, or maybe it's just me being sensitive. We must be there for others.
Tonight I pondered to talk to someone. I was not going to, saying, "Mariah you did that before, don't make the same mistake." I decided to say hi and simply ask if it was ok that I talk. I would ask him to be open minded anytime and to not shut me out at anytime. You can criticize me, challenge me etc. but I don't like to be turned down so quickly, because I have come so far as a soul.
Yes, I was a little nervous but I imagine that would go away over time. It's nice when a person you don't even know shares time with you while being so sleepy in bed that their eyes are getting lazy. It's the random moments like this I cherish. This was not an ordinary person but a Special Soul. Moments like waving at a baby in the store and their face lights up, those are great moments. When you feel connected to people.
I Ask the creator to balance fears of rejection with optimism. To let it be known I care and want to share more than ever to gain. I will do all those things and be most loyal to those in life who belong to be in my life.
I like this idea you gave me, this new direction. It's already making ripples on the water.
I ask myself what can I give?
I have plenty to share in the form of ideas and from the place of interconnected oneness.
In any case, I'll remember your face,
how your nice eyes lie gentle behind the frames of your glasses.
A supple face and an honest and inquisitive person from what i gather.
In my life I'd always been the one to ask many questions, here someone asks me things and its a great feeling.
In any case, at the end of the long day, sitting in the dark I place my hands on my heart and I send light to you.
LAST NIGHTS DREAM
When i took a nap today I had a quick dream: Something about getting a chance to model in a quick shoot and that I would be paid just to shoot and nothing much really. In the dream I turned it down and was regretting while others went through. This has meaning to sieze things while they come and already before I woke up it affected me. I don't remember the other hazy details.
More later I will lie down now.
Love and light, .
'People are goin think they're dealing with a dead person"
'People are goin think they're dealing with a dead person" I said, as she hung up her daughters long brown coat with the fur hood on the other side of the room, mother looks so baffled like she spins her wheels with the girl, like she can't get through Her daughter is long gone from the ordinary world. She elevated, she graduated she evolved faster than those around her. She's just on a whole other level and thats not to say she's not like the rest.
A pin drops because she can't talk about what she loves anymore. Wouldn't it be a strange world if we took away key topics from people that they were so passionate about, one by one?
We already live in a police state, yet not everyone realizes it. We think we love people but we really don't know the depths of our own selves, So we meddle with the shallow waters and run from time, but one day time will come crashin' down.
If we all didn't like one aspect about someone next to us enough to rule it out we'd silence the whole world, and that is now why we are here.
We came forth to this planet to be "co-creators," as Abraham-Hicks says, never to know someone or change someone. I speak about my previous life; this life is merely an extension of that and others. I find complete love -- where laughter, stories, thoughts or any such thing -- devalues or lessons someone in the eyes of another. --------
People think I am naturally quiet or that I don't like to talk, exact opposite.
Amen,
Mariah E.
Gold Nuggets From Rock Bottom
And so... Sometimes in life we have to reach the bottom if it means coming out stronger. This is what happened to me today. I hit rock bottom Someone reminded me of Mother Theresa, he told me that self-charity is the best charity He told me a lot of things, at first I was upset that he underestimated my pain because I Live in America, a spoiled and imperial country. He lives in India and told me of the beggers on the streets and how they got there. He challenged my security and self created boundaries and I am grateful because now I can fly again.
I also spoke to my brother for a few hours which is really rare, I want to tell you the gold nugget I picked up and I agree with firsthand: something about tomorrows always come and this is a different way to look at it, but when you've made a mistaken day think of the tomorrows and if by chance you are not there you won't know any better.
There is wisdom all around, when will we see?
I am reminded of my goals, dreams, twinsoul, where I want to be. Make sure that you come out stronger! No matter what Get Stronger Everyday
Thank you simply,
I will write to show you above all that our souls carry on.
I will write to show you above all that our souls carry on. You see...I'm much more like Dylan than any of you realize. I say that because he was and is still my very best friend.
Since that time I have not and will not find a friend that I desire to be near again so much. We didn't have to try, we had telepathy and a sacred bond that I will not delve into too much. You can forget any blame of him for my death please, and know that he did do many things to call out and warm me as he had a sixth sense on myself that even I didn't know or was not so aware of at the time.
You may think I am an impersonator, but I am here doing this blog because I DO have a lot to say on life, my previous incarnation and the PRESENT moment which is very important.
You will find many sites that just have quotes and pictures, this is different.
I don't usually look up Edie stuff online but tonight I decided to look for some rare pictures I ended up back to www.edienation.com
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