The Challenge

In me trusting my past life has been in the physical features that have constituted "me."
because the physical is an extension of the spirit i can sometimes feel what it was like to have a different jaw line and how that affected how i lived. Just like if i had whiter complxion which she did, in this life i have more of a olive complextion.

So the challenge is in knowing the spirit of yourself over the lives, because if you know something, no one can take that away. its easy to look at two pictues for the one who isnt living it, and say there's nothing there. if you want to be good you have to know the spirit of things and then pieces together the rest not vice versa as much.

So the challenge comes in the layers of spirit contrasting flesh when matching up memories and face, feelings or in finding parallels or links.

Some people can be in so much pain that they literally cant anchor themselves in the current incarnation. and their self love seems to have been obliterated or their divine nature forgotten so long that it can be a downward spiral, but either way someone as torchured as that can also be a beautiful butterly come for a reason to set something in motion and thats it, meanwhile all the labels of the world wiill do no good.

This is how I feel when Edie Looks into Edie's eyes from another liftime. All I know is, she cried a lot of tears I hear in spirit and maybe God wanted to re-awaken her again to her divinity.I'd go so far to say she cried blood. the sensitive ones are the ones who need a little extra love, but they are so talented.

Sometimes it just takes a lifetime to make some real good progress.
some aren't even aware at all of their emotions and its been said
that they pass by their twinflame in the night like two ships on the sea,
sounds like a Arctic sea to me.

would I trade the tears?
no, because they
lead me upstairs.
would I befriend them again,
no,would I allow them now?
only if the higher weight pulls them.

People just seem to not know how to react toward others pain
even if its our closest confidante's
i beleive the new earth on its way is very compassionate
and pain will become a thing of the past maybe.

"Hey hey babe I got blood in my eyes for you."

The Challengs is worthwhile. remember that

Goodnight one and all...I spose i need rest.

Love,
Mariah/Edie