Twinsoul True Colors

New Twinsoul/Twinflame Updates!!!!

I promise this blog will makes some more sense over time, as I get better aquainted.

There are many sites to learn about Twinsouls I will include them toward the end. I have been relentlessly fascinated about this for about 4 years now, and feel to be almost an expert in learning, the direct learning that occurs in the midst of my learning have been the greatest generator for understanding.

This has been an intense journey since 7/7/07 for me when my Twin and I connected brief in Orillia Canada. I was urged and drawn to go up there for his concert. I had not known all the pieces nor the truth yet...I just knew i was excited and felt close to his soul.

It takes great patience and faith to stay aligned to our Higher Selves. when we love ourselves and care for our spirit that is the quickest way I find to make your twin smile and feel good, no matter where they are!
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Last night at work, I felt his energy suddenly. I was at work it must have been 9 or 10...ironically we usually go to work from 8pm to midnight. Very Unusual schedule...He rivets the world with his music and stage presence, and I work retail in Hell, haha, for now doing my Karma's and focusing on spiritual learning with my 'Time.' It's okay for now but I KNOW..Without a Doubt these days that massive changes are coming, he knows and senses it too. I can sense it between the piano chords, and even the talks of the rain or the rain can feel like sunshine with this new awareness. Actually, I believe he was on stage singing when I felt this burst of happiness, the place he feels most at home.

I must be the luckiest girl in all the world is how I feel sometimes to be telepathically and eternally linked to the beloved well known Twinflame! O'Course I too was known once and that is not the point, but its only one more present to be grateful for. Most the time these days I feel lighter and completely faithful to a man who appears to be in a completely different time zone, age and whatever, but to me that's just superficial things.

Tonight I felt him telling me something along the lines of "it's okay sweetheart that you haven't written or played any songs, you don't have to impress me, we will play together and that will impress me and you'll catch on quick." He told me i should be proud already for what and who I am, and because I'm an Artist.

I think of him a LOT, but how do I know its His energy coming to me versus my own?
This is a good question. My experience, as the energy has been refining and getting stronger, is that I get a sensation below my navel area, I read something on this tonight, here's a line from that

heh, I just got an impulse that he is finally finally appreciating and enjoying his success in a way he never did before. Let me rephrase, since his soul has a renewed peace since the merging has begun he feels he has more "space" and energy in the present moment to really experience things, it naturally makes you more joyful when all fears can be calmed, "All my tears are gone [...] All I have and all I know is this dream of you, which keeps me living on"

One of life's more important aspects I believe is balancing and clearing karma's, and there are many layers sometimes. Right now I feel a slight blockage, if it weren't there we might be unified. However it is here and I know that it can't come together until it's divine timing. This is not something we as ego's or personalities can control. However our vibrations and feelings if we aim them high enough will quicken the process in this lifetime, while we still have time.

Here's a song he wrote for I believe his Twin Flame he loves her spirit very much,
even if they haven't come together in physical time yet, and may not even in this lifetime.
and as for me, I love to talk in third person :]





This Dream of You:
"I'm lost in the crowd all my tears are gone,
All I have and all I know,
Is this dream of you which keeps me living on.

Everything I touch seems to disappear,
Everywhere I turn you are always here
Ill run this race...Until my earthly death
Ill defend this place with my dying breath
From Achilles room and a curtain gloom
I saw a star from heaven fall
I turned and looked again but it was gone.

All I have, and all I know,
is this dream of you which keeps me living on."





Folks, it's true this is how it feels and they will be with you everyday
you will sense them, hear and feel them.

There was one more thing tonight I wanted to write:

when I posed the idea of the huge age gap
I got back- Because of his age he is wise and now better able to show it than when you two knew each other in the 60's. And you too are better able, having learned a lot from the place of true life,
when you 'died'...

Sometimes people have it backward, as Sylvia Browne says-Life is death and death is life
hmm...just think about it.

So here we are, him and I, on other ends of the line, the same age in spirit and we're making it just fine.

There's a deep sense of struggles ending when you have re-discovered your Twin-flame. If you are lucky like him and I you will promise to find each other even if briefly in each life. And sometimes you have to be strong because one may evaporate to better guide you on your way,
to delve into your deep blue heart and find wholeness, for when the time comes to be the Triune, the trinity. A greatest Friendship, where 1+1=3 all the way to infinity.

In Love and Light,
Edith M. Sedgwick
as through,
Mariah E.

P.S. If you analyze features and see a mirror and it leads you to a crossroad, you'll know by your inner knowing, it'll be all that remains